18th DAY or NEW ORDER OF THINGS

I dreamed

that I was in the old erotic nest

but everything was changed.

Walls had tumbled down

new rooms had been built

whiter than lilies

with whitewashed nurses

who called me to go inside.

You know, I was coming here year after year

I was saying as if I asked for forgiveness

while with my eyes I was licking the corner

where the mattress once was.

Now it resembles an eraser smudge

in a child’s notebook

or the muzzle of a wild boar

hidden in a green mold

next to an ancient rock.

A bittersweet fragrance was exhumed from it

that didn’t remind of anything anymore

to the old woman laid on the bed.

The new order of things

I whispered as I woke up.

https://www.amazon.com/dp/1926763521