Lighthouse Keeper

So I waited to hear a human voice amid the roar

of the sea, a sign, a signal, something, a little

recognition of our loneliness and endurance, so

we could again endure our life in double loneliness

and disregard. Then, the shadow of a seagull that fell

on this floor through the window was a palm,

a severed palm of a hand I was ready to squeeze.

One gets always tired of the great silence or the great

clatter of the long shadows that are spread over

the desolate sea from the gestures of the lighthouse

beams on the waves or on the clouds, like the ancient

theaters with the bearded masks, cothurnus, and big

scepters. You get tired.

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