REPETITIONS, SECOND SERIES

Achilles After Death


He was tired. What could he do with the glories now? Enough.

He knew well the enemies and allies — supposedly allies;

those innocent hid their interests behind all the admiration and

love, their secret suspicious dreams, the conniving. Now,

on the Island Leuce, alone at last, serene, without claims,

without duties and tightly fitting armory, and above all, without

the basic hypocrisy of heroism, he may enjoy, for hours and hours

the evening salinity, the stars, the silence and that feeling, gentle

and endless, of the general futility of things and with only

the wild goats as his company.

                                                But here too, even after his death,

new admirers chased him — these usurpers of his memory —

erected statues and altars to him, prayed and left. Only seabirds

stayed with him; each morning, they fly down to the shore,

they wet their wings and hurriedly return to wash the floor of

the temple with soft, dancing movements. Thus, a sense of poetry

stirs in the air (perhaps his only justification) and a condescending

smile spreads on his lips, for everyone and everything

as he awaits for new pilgrims, (and he knows he likes it), with

all their noise, their canteens, the eggs, their gramophones,

as he now waits for Helen, yes, the only one, for the beauty

of flesh and dream that so many Achaeans and Trojans (himself

included), were annihilated.

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