Long Listed for the 2023 Griffin Poetry Awards

SYMPHONY II (excerpt)

It’d be truly funny to someday write my history.

Christian, godless, ambitious and coward, comrade

            and common whore,

with one hand touching our flags and with the other

between the legs of passing women,

seeking, ah, always seeking self-denial

and surviving on the leftovers of doubt

that even dogs sniff and walk away, not

daring to tell my comrades: you’re mean minded;

and to myself: you’re worthless

and to feel alone and crushed and immense

like the raped woman who has been slapped   

             and bleeds,

who although remains alone and crushed

on the soil, she already stands higher than

her rapist and herself and all the purity of the world,

            immortal

as the fresh seed of life inside her lifts her  

            like a hymning wave.

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