THE GATE

(EXCERPT XIV)

The bird rests on the shoulder of the stony woman

the bird trembles, wobbles, pops up, flies away;

bird that flies

bird I don’t want to keep, I gaze at it; I can see

the stony woman entirely, I go around her, I don’t

touch her;

I choke the bird, put its feathers in my shoe

it softens my sole, time to climb up the hill, to grab

the cloud’s tail

the moon a pillow on my cheek during the night

plucking, under the blanket, the colonel’s crest

half given to sleep half to the plucking

familiar with both halves —

Death is a curse and so is birth, I yelled;

the leather belt that tightens around your pants,

tightly keeping the worms under the soil, in the damp

darkness;

I told the old woman, stop don’t clean the trough

drown the kittens, get the threads to sew the two

half squeezed lemons; I know this shoeless man who

climbs up the interior stairway at midnight, sweeps

the chimney with his thin long arm and with the tar

he makes crosses on the white tiles of the terrace;

on the other side is the beer parlor with the sailors

and the yellow little lamps

next to the rifle range with the painted fat women

you aimed right on the target (will you do it again?)

you didn’t aim right on the target (will you aim at it?)

tirelessly, tirelessly, tirelessly

amid all the tiredness, with the wood creaking

during the night, the steel, the rust, bad silence

all the way in, and further in, camouflaged by

the external explosions, the stammering.

Who builds during the night? Who demolishes?

What do they build?

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