THE BRIDGE (excerpt)

Often our beautiful independence is nothing but our

fear of action, the fear of exercising our freedom in

this world, and all that amazement that I mentioned

to you, is a good cover up of our self-deception,

our deceit, our escape — it doesn’t annoy the enemy,

it doesn’t insult the friend and that way we secure

the approval of both, or at least their tolerance. Perhaps

I’m unjust to myself, but I prefer it rather than be unjust

to you, which I have already done.