CEASARION

Partly to clarify an era,

partly to pass the time

last night, I picked up and read

a collection of Ptolemaic epigraphs.

The plentiful praises and the flatteries

are the same for everybody. Everyone is brilliant,

glorious, mighty, and altruistic;

and their every enterprise is the wisest.

If you talk about the women of the era, even they,

all Berenices and Cleopatras, are admirable.

When I managed to verify some historical facts

I would have put the book down, but for a small

meaningless comment about the king, Caesarion

that at that moment caught my attention…

Ah, look, you came with your vague

charm. In history, just a few

lines are found about you,

so I could create you more freely in my mind.

I made you handsome and full of emotions.

My art gives your features

a dreamy likeable beauty.

And I so completely imagined you,

that late last night, when my lamp

went out—I let it go out on purpose—

I thought that you entered my room,

it appeared that you stood in front of me; as if

you were pale and tired in the conquered

Alexandria, idealistic in your sorrow,

hoping that they would pity you,

the corrupt—who whispered “too many Caesars”.

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