…I step into the river twice all white
until the death of poems you can live in me close
I lead God by the nose
as long as big mouth lives in the guts
because my future will be my past
the most precious emotion and hope will last
I was overwhelmed by his endless hunch scale
on the holiday of candles dressed in pale

  • where God sits on the edge of my bed side
    he faces Ambrus in the off white
    and his white ash shouting to the sky
    shoveling silence despite the cry
    on a promenade worthy of poets
    as to top it all I started wandering
    where winged prayers and misty pleasure
    escape to the summer with a hope wavering
    you to cherish my fragile hope
  • on the bloody tops of the scars
    in the green heart of intoxicated grass
    everyone plays like a child
    putting on paper your confession is messy
    dirty white in an afternoon quite fine
    how much is it worth if you wrap it up into hymns
    where there is only woe and fear
    because the steam in my skull caught fire
    where I am bloodless and sick
    listen to me while you protect your entire
    while danger remains you should speak
    and I am drunkenly kissed by your eyes…

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