SHAPE OF ABSENCE   XVIII

Time has passed since then. We have worn out lots of pairs

              of shoes

over the rocks of unfamiliar places, although the trees haven’t

produced fruit for the second season. Time assumes a different

continuum in absence. Many seasons get in between one sidewalk

and the other. Because counting is done based on the huge

gaps of death, and the dead grow at a very, very slow pace.

            They, too, can’t stop.

The games you played, rose and moved to the sky.

             The small

chair with the wheels became a strange constellation during

            the summer nights.

It will take eons before we shall be able to move it back

            to the yard. And these eons

have passed over our lives which have deepened, so

much so, that each gesture of mother when she cleans

the table, or makes the bed or when she mends a sock

silently creates a huge shadow that appears intact

on gigantic ceilings as if the light turned upside

            down

and everything is lit from down up or from inside out.

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